Love and Support

Yesterday, I received an email from mother.  It was just about her sending me a Valentine's Day card.  She does this every year and I just throw them in the trash.  Like I've said before, I have no room in my heart to forgive her, love her or even hold a conversation with her.

What I found interesting is this line, in her email.

"Regardless wanted to send my love and support." 

Hmm, love and support?  She doesn't really mean it.  For the past 40 years she has yet to apologize for the murder of my son. In fact, she won't even acknowledge that the murder took place.

Now, I have some health issues and she tells me I don't.  I have hearing loss and she informed me that I hear just fine.  Then I always get the 'don't be ridiculous' line.  So, how in the Hell can she send her 'love and support.'  She's a lying piece of crap.

She also likes to say she keeps people in their prayers.  That's a lie.  I don't believe the woman knows what a heartfelt prayer really is.  Maybe I'm wrong, but I  doubt it.

One day, she will die and I WILL be free. Sadly, my son was never given the chance to know what being free was all about.

Dear Mom, this could have been your grandson. You murdered an innocent and for that, there is no forgiveness.